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Nearly 3-hour LD. Galantamine. Sign = breathing underwater.

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Technique: RT
Sunday, June 9 2013

Since I've been taking Xyrem twice a night for narcolepsy, I'm actually getting beyond stage 2 sleep now, but it really interferes w/my ability to remember my dreams, so when I found galantamine (red spider lily extract), I had to try it. The first two times, it just kept me awake. This time, it was amazing! I took it with the second dose. 0530: 3g xyrem + 420 mg phosphatidyl choline + 8 mg galantamine (The dream was pretty much continuous after the false awakening, but I'm going to break it

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Too many dreams to title in one line.

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Saturday, June 9 2012

(Typed in lowercase to get it all written down so I wouldn't forget. Might proofread later.) c drive, logging onto vm to load default ppt to use for teaching us MyServices which was up with MM and Cloud and other tabs, online conference with S. i was going to volunteer to learn the new system and teach it to the group since i'm a trainer and thought it would make her workload a little lighter but i didn't want her to think i was trying to take her job. (she's in learning & development so

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Narcolepsy, false awakening, frequent awakenings. Clear text

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Saturday, May 26 2012

  (These aren't in chronological order. I can't remember the right order.) It was Tuesday, and I was back from vacation. The cubicles were tighter, closer, with more walls, almost like a maze. I had the Aetna website open and K (co-worker) asked if I'd pull up her medical record and "renew" it. I started to tell her that she could access her own record from the site and do that, but realized she'd asked me because I'm an RN and she wanted me to look over it so I could help her understand

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Mushrooms, plants, college, tripping in California.

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Saturday, February 25 2012

It's hard to make sense of my notes, though my memory was already vague when I wrote them down: Growing mushrooms in jars of wild birdseed. Showing my wife the jars, making and innoculating more of them. Black-and-white ghosts walking along the sidewalk, walking through cars. Bella (my sister's dog) was at the vet. My dad told me that she'd had a pause, showed me the EKGs. It looked like 6-8 seconds of ventricular asystole, but then I realized from something I saw on the EKG that it wasn't re

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Suicide attempt and the after'math.' Arguments with my wife.

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Technique: RT
Sunday, February 5 2012

What I can remember began with a suicide attempt, a large overdose. It was a street drug, not pharmaceutical. I think heroin, but my memory isn't complete. Vague memories of a scene in the hospital where my dad was at the bedside and I had an IV. After being discharged, I waited outside the hospital on the sidewalk. It was night and it was dark. A (my wife) came to pick me up, and we'd exchanged a few words before she noticed someone 15 to 20 ft away and drove off because she "didn't want to be

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Classes, shrooms, buying jewelry, arguing with my wife.

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Wednesday, February 1 2012

I woke up with a fleeting memory of a dream that had something to do with lucid dreaming. I tried to recall it but all I knew was that it wasn't actually a lucid dream. ... I was tripping on shrooms (p. cubensis) on 3 separate occasions, though in this dream I think I was remembering the 3 occasions rather than experiencing them. Not actual memories; these were also part of the dream. I was in something like a closet with a door like a garage door, first in the middle of a restaurant and then

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ASTRAL PROJECTION after false awakenings and "seizures."

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Technique: WBTB
Wednesday, January 4 2012

I was lying in bed, kept drifting close to the hypnagogic state but not much further. I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping lately and was getting frustrated. I turned and saw that I had a few pills scattered on the bedside table. There were a few Ambien, one that looked like Provigil, one that looked like Fioricet, and I was gathering these to put them back in my pill bottle but I was a little confused as to why they were on the table because I don't keep them out like that. (This was a dr

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Books about dreams, DMT, and kundalini.

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Technique: WBTB
Sunday, December 18 2011

I had a patient (whose hospital bed was out in the backyard) who had small glass knives on the bedside table. Some squirrels got ahold of them and were dueling on the fence. The backyard was very fertile, overgrown with flowers, long grass, vines, and heavy trees, the branches hanging low. Then my sister got me 6 glass knives of the same type for my birthday. ... I was in a big building that was a hookah lounge in one room with a store on the other side of the wall that sold hookah tobacco and

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Animals under the fence, dead torso, 10 enemas, shrooms.

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Tuesday, December 13 2011

The neighbors had a small dog and it had dug under the fence and gotten into my backyard. There was also what looked like a cross between a gerbil and a kitten. It was cute and it was sitting on some grey stone bricks, in a crack or hole, and I was pouring handfuls of gravel on it, hoping it would go back under the fence. Then A (unit secretary at work) was there and pointed out that what I thought was a cat/gerbil was actually a guy's shoe. This guy was lying on the ground, sleeping, mostly cov

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Empty eye sockets. Reality test failed.

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Technique: RT
Saturday, November 26 2011

I was in Orlando with my sister. We were at a theme park (not Disneyworld) and riding a roller coaster that was about to go off the tracks, and someone in front of us was screaming and screaming and screaming. Then one of the wheels got jammed and it stopped before going over. We went back to the hotel room. It was poorly lit and the wallpaper was peeling. She went back out and I turned on the TV to a music channel. Then the music stopped and I couldn't get the remote to work. My phone was plug

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