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Telepathic Communication With A Demon

Saturday, August 15 2015

My friend Sarah had just returned from Lima, Peru. Where she undertook a 5 day ayhuasca ritual with a shaman. She came to my house just before I was going to bed so we talked a little and went to bed together soon after. She complained about feeling to clear headed since the ayhuasca trip, that everything was violently clear, like observing reality in germs under a microscope. (This was the account I wrote to my girlfriend upon waking and feeling terrified, as though I was the last one left a

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Saved By The Slippers

Tuesday, August 4 2015

(This occured as I was laying in bed awake, drifting off to sleep, I've never experienced hallucinations this severely before) It all started with a general feeling of extreme terror. Such a feeling that I checked under the bed, inside the closet and around every cranny where something could hide. Before I turned out the lights, I was in bed reading and noticed I could not gather the strength to lift my arms above my head. It was more like an opression of gravity on them. I lay down an

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Body Burner

Sunday, August 2 2015

Sitting on the ledge of the Empire State Building among the concrete gargoyles with my leg hanging over the lip staring across at a clock built into the side of another building. I was high on cocaine and lucid, so I was able to think linear. I had a friend who was black with me who was loading me up on the cocaine. He was trouble. In Spain I was at a fraternity college party in the gardens of a castle (where the college was held inside). I had shit between my ass cheeks and was burdened by t

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Best Friends With The Devil

Wednesday, July 29 2015

(dreamed during my vacation in Prijedor, Bosnia -- a drunken sleep with my wife) - Hallucinating: rolling smoke out of the corner of my eyes, a mirage where I can see my wife. I reach for her and jerk back as the illusion dissipates. I crush a spider with my hand. I open my palm to see the damage to find my palm opens to hundreds of little tiny eyes in it. We were in the street drunk. My friend was busy talking to a group of kids and I didn't feel worthy of fitting in. Leaving I was wa

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Murder: Writing Therapy

Wednesday, March 4 2015

- I have murdered my ex-girlfriend and my parents have decided to turn me in. I keep asking them what they told the police so that I may concieve of an alibi. It's 10 at night in this dream and maybe they will call it a night and come for me tomorrow. I feel genuinely traumatically guilty with the murder. Surprised at my lack of self control and emotionally tarnished of the identity I held dear as a civil human being. The feeling has lasted in the proceeding 2 days. I dont remember much more

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Poison Monster

Wednesday, December 31 2014

- I was sneaking into the window of a large house to watch a video entitled "10 years old". In which I was in a public pool conversing with one of my first crushes. I created a monster as I was falling through the sky. It's head was like a flower which would close and bloom open. In the centre was a small hole from which the monster would spray a liquid jet of poison in my face. It's body was slender and ended in a long tail. The monster would twist it's head backwards and

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Salamander Penis

Wednesday, December 24 2014

- William S. Burroughs climbs into a crustacian suit and sinks below the water, his body streaking out crude oil and bursting into flames as he narrates. He emerges from the water charred black and his genitals are floppy and erect. He sits floating over the water, a crustacian humanoid. He fishes for other crustacians, pulls them into his lap and breaks their necks. Then he opens their mouths and uses feelers from his own mouth to study the inside of their jaws. He is a clever boy with his dry

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I Love You Natalie

Wednesday, October 22 2014

I showed up at a party at this rich kids house. In the basement I met a girl named Natalie I knew I had seen before.. somewhere in the cosmos of the mind. We were lovers. I was sitting in a barber shop on a boardwalk in the 1920's. I was talking to a few people about rallying together against the rich kid who was now my enemy. Natalie sat outside in the window where I could see her. I didn't address her but watched her for about an hour seeing her in silent devoted patience. I love you Natalie.

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Early Morning Rage

Saturday, October 11 2014

I was sleeping with a woman. She woke me during dawn twilight and said I have to go. I started to fall back asleep within the dream thinking I didn't hear her right. She told me again. I was very upset. There was a boy out in the living room. He told me I'm such a bad and dark person that I must be some kind of alien. I told him there was a consequence to having me start a new day because I had no idea what to do with the time except drink and then I punched a hole through the wall. The woman ga

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Metallic Music

Thursday, August 14 2014

- A woman claimed her car had been parked in one spot for 3 years and they wouldn't towe it the more we jumped around. Me and a cartoon black dog from the 1920's we jumping and swinging around this room to great heights with the freedom of a monkey. I felt like a child again. Painful metallic music that dried the head out like a hangover. We were surfing up and down hills that were music notes playing to this music.      I am flung from miles in the sky into a muddy brown ri

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