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We're all monsters

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Tuesday, September 23 2014

I was telling my mom that she’s the only reason anything bad ever happened to me, and that she ruined me. When she didn’t acknowledge her faults or apologise for the way she treated me, I beat her up. Then, she went outside and my grandma came over. She was going to have a party women’s only party because all “men are assholes”.   All the women outside were laughing and gossiping about the men in their lives. Then, my grandma was talking about how much of a

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A Late Night as She Dies

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Wednesday, September 10 2014

I was at a whore house, because I needed somebody to be with. I had no intentions for sex. There was an other guy there, waiting for the same girl, and he was going on and on about some conspiracy, about the US government having alien soldiers that they used on their citizens. I was too strung out to really care about anything he was saying. The hours I was sitting there seemed to go by within minutes. When my turn came around, I rested on her as a child would rest on their mother. I passed out

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Race to the Death/Haywire Officer

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Monday, June 23 2014

  Regular Sleep I was playing a game with my best friend, we entered a pvp (player vs player) race together, and we got points for our combined kills and race time. I didn't really want to participate; I just wanted to join to be with her. Most of my time was spent avoiding other players. I was almost to the finish line, and she had been left behind, so I crouched up in some tall grass, sort of like a wolf or big cat, and got comfortable. I stayed still and quiet, my ears flat, watching o

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Sunday, June 22 2014

I dreamt that I was feeling suicidal because I’m too stupid and depressed to learn anything and won’t ever get the skills needed for collage, which I am, and so I told my therapist and he said that I’m too dumb too learn and thinks I might be autistic. Then I started crying and he got a social worker, and she started talking to me and told me that she could get my transcripts. I recognized her (though not irl), and discreetly remembered her as a math teacher (I re

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Carousel

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Tuesday, September 17 2013

I was with my boyfriend, Rot, at a park, along with my new dog. We were in a gated area as part of a sort of refugee building for animals. There was a black dog, with a reverse brindle coat, who was very friendly. He had survived rabies. Inside, there we a lot of dogs and cats. There was a line of dogs waiting to be vaccinated and blood tested for rabies. One of the dog that were roaming freely came up to me and tried to get my affection. He was also a rabies survivor, but he was stagger

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Obsidian Shards

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Monday, September 2 2013

I was at my desk with a bowl of obsidian shards. I started scooping them up into my mouth, playing with them with my tongue, but not exactly trying to eat them. It was just something to do with my mouth. I was focused on something else while doing this, and when I opened my mouth to talk I noticed my tongue was in pain. The shards had embedded themselves into my tongue. I started wiggling the obsidian shards out of my tongue one by one, a few of them were easy to get out, but the rest were buri

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Replication of the Dead

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Sunday, August 4 2013

My boyfriend, Rot and I spent the evening in a ruin, overgrown with trees. I don't remember much, except that when I had woken up, he was gone. I searched for him frantically, when a wolf leader showed up and wanted me to fallow him. We went into the inner ruin, where an emaciated black wolf lay on the ground. Some how, he turned into a wolf while I was sleeping, and I was not there to protect him from his murder. He had been bludgeoned to death by a human. I could tell by his sent that this wo

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Bad Photos

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Tuesday, July 16 2013

I was walking with a male and something he said made me determine it was a dream. I decided in my mind to pay close attention, however I forgot everything else that happened. Yashi, my ex-captor was in my house. He had pictures of him having his way with me. I noticed some pictures oh him hurting a small girl, whom I know in real life, in sexual ways. I stole his binder and rushed to my room. On the way, I tried to grab the phone to talk to my boyfriend, Rotty for help, but Yashi grabbed the ph

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Cat Plushies

Sunday, July 7 2013

I took my cats to the hospital for a check up and vaccines. I had 2 cats, rather than one. I started to feel dazed and I wanted a stuffed animal to hold. The doctor and "Yashi", my ex abuser, started setting up a cubicle, made of hospital drapes and tall pole stands. My cats had been sedated, and things were getting more fuzzy. I wanted to ask what was wrong with my cats, but I was too weak to speak. The doctor told me Yashi was a good nurse, but I didn't think so. I wanted him gone, hi

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Nobody Will Help

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Tuesday, May 14 2013

As I was dozing off, I could see myself crossing the road with my boyfriend, Rott. I heard a man talking, I can't remember what he was saying, only that he sounded like Jim Carrey's portrayal of the Riddler in Batman Forever. I looked for the voice and saw a man's lower-half, nothing but the waist down, his torso had been cut off, skateboarding towards us. I was still awake at this point and tried to remember as much as I can. Sometime later after falling asleep completely, Rott and I were in a

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