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Depression

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Thursday, June 30 2016

[Fragment of the dream] I remember the scene changing (so I was somewhere else before, though I don't remember where) and I was now at my grandmother's, in my sister and mine's old bedroom. My grandma justified a certain behavior of mine (which I had had before the scene changed) by saying I had depression and I replied "but I don't think I have depression"; then she said something along the lines of "you may not have it but you have some of the symptoms" a

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Ear

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Sunday, June 12 2016

I was in the car with my maternal grandfather because he was taking me to my mom's (from my dad's). He then kinda pinched my ear and it hurt and bled. When we were already on the bridge to Lisboa I remembered I hadn't brought my stuff, but I didn't wanna tell him.

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Vânia

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Wednesday, June 8 2016

I was at Vânia Fernandes's (youtuber) house in her kitchen with her. She was sitting down on a chair in front of the dinning table and I was standing in front of the tv, which was on the same table. I then asked her to show me her house and she agreed to. We passed through a bedroom to get to hers, checked it out and then headed for the living room. When we were checking it out, my sister and my grandmother were there too, as if they had been the whole time (but weren't).

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Pêgo

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Tuesday, May 24 2016

I was in a slightly big classroom and, among others, my old classmates Carol e Pêgo were there too. As soon I saw Pêgo I went up to him and we hugged (I think) and felt happy by each other's presence; then he began jokingly running away from me and I followed him (walking, given that we were in a classroom). While of all of this was happening, and since I first entered the classroom, I was also trying to impress - or, rather, trying to get him to notice me/give me attention

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Derealization

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Tuesday, December 8 2015

I was in my grandma's house (which was very different from the real one) because I wanted to ask her about my derealization episodes; she was lying on the couch with a blanket, so I lay next to her and told her about my derealization and stuff and then I started having an episode; I told her but she said "no you're not" but then she put her finger on my tongue (apparently that was the way of checking) and said: "oh, you are!". After that I was about to leave but, b

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One Day Vacation

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Friday, November 20 2015

I was in a car in Algarve, we had just arrived there and my mom and aunt were already outside. My sister was still inside with me. Refering to dinner time, my mom said to my sister and I: "you have to behave, you aren't allowed to get up". I replied, angrily: "so we're only allowed to go to the bathroom once?!". My mom said we were only staying there (in Algarve) until Sunday (it was Saturday) because she had to leave on that day.

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Convite Da Besta

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Wednesday, November 18 2015

I was with my dad and it was friday/saturday (I just know it was almost sunday, which is the day I switch houses, so I was going to my mom's). He got a message from my mom's boyfriend asking if we wanted to have lunch with him for 2 days (the weekend) because he was going to be somewhere else during the time I was going to be at my mom's. I got pissed off, surprised and shocked all at the same time, since both my dad and I hate him and he knows that my dad wants nothing to do with hi

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Outside Cinema

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Wednesday, November 18 2015

I was going to the cinema with my mom and my grandma and we had just arrived there - it was outside, for some reason. We were going to watch 2 movies and we had previously chosen them but my mom started saying she wanted to see a different one from one of those we'd chosen and my grandma agreed, as always. I got pissed off because I didn't want to see it and because it always has to be the way my mom wants.

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Aldeia

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Tuesday, November 17 2015

I was at my grandma's holiday house and the [wooden] floor was all cracking up, so I was afraid I'd fall through it (the house has 2 floors and I was upstairs) but my dad was helping me out. I noticed my lips were really dry and chipped so I asked my sister if she had an exfoliator so that I could scrub the dead skin off; she told me she did.

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Baby

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Wednesday, November 11 2015

I was at my dad's and had a baby but apparently - and everyone thought this - I was still like 2 months pregnant and still had to go into labor, besides the baby having been born already and being in my arms often and such. After a while I began regretting having him and I was thinking about having an "abortion", which was in reality just killing the baby, but in my mind it was an abortion because I was still pregnant.

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