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Suicide after a wrong result

Tuesday, August 1 2006

Two young men had committed suicide after losing a football game. Big Brother 7 entrant Susie had made a defensive error and it was shown in action replay afterwards. Seems a bit extreme to kill yourself on the result of a game, but there you go. I had slept in bed, not knowing what had happened and took the news badly when told by my boss. There was also a car race along and alley, with me as a safety steward. A child had fallen onto the track but the cars fortunately missed. A gunshot

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A negative dream to forget

Saturday, October 8 2005

I got into an argument with Dad over a trivial matter (as usual), and right out of the blue he let out an expletive. He told me to fuck off actually! I was so shocked, and my reaction was equally as out of character because, after telling him that I wanted nothing to do with his sister and her side of the family and shutting myself in my room, I took a load of pills and alcohol and was at the end of my life as I thought of Sophie and what she would think of my actions.

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Petrol and multiple deaths

Tuesday, April 20 2004

A room is doused in petrol and then a match is lit. I wonder how long the people inside would've had to get out the room had they changed their mind not to commit suicide. Best not to know when the match was going to be lit. Man standing with petrol and mud on his face and a half burnt female torso.

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Southend:violence, suicide, police and...the Salvation Army?

Friday, March 26 2004

I was in Southend and was walking down the centre of maybe a shopping centre. There were no fronts to the shops though. On the wall in one such shop was lots of writing. I pointed out something that I had written on a previous visit because that was what everyone else had done. Opposite, a fight broke out so I walked to where I could see down the road and began waving my arms furiously to attract the attention of a policeman. One began to run and then behind me, a Salvation Army band

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Faking suicide

Saturday, January 17 2004

A woman faked suicide by disappearing off a steamboat. She was a great swimmer. Plastic was wrapped round the front of the boat and needed removing. Afterwards I looked at some of her belongings and saw the country Switzerland (again) and the name of the junior school that I attended.

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Sky TV and the Simpsons

Sunday, January 26 2003

I'm on a bed and there are two Sky TV controllers. Mine is a little different to this other one which belongs to my dad. Meanwhile my brother Ian and Dad are going in and out of the bedroom doing things to the controller and there are a few people watching an episode of the Simpsons which ends in a suicide jumping from high out the window and onto the pavement. Then a video comes on. It's The Stranglers singing 5 to 1. (I never even realised at the time that was a Doors song they wer

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