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I Should Turn Off The Computer

Friday, March 21 2008

From a day ago. Vague. I was at home alone, and it seemed to be late morning or early afternoon. I believe it was summer as well. I was in an unusually good mood (unusual as I've been quite depressed for a very long time), like I looked forward to the rest of the day. It was overcast outside and I seemed to be alternating between going outside and coming inside, though the two also seemed to be rather the same; spatially the dream made no sense. For example at one point it's like the computer wa

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It's ART, Not PORN!

Friday, November 11 2005

This dream is from my nap. All right...to get it out of the way, I'm celibate, and a virgin, but I go through "phases" where I can't stop thinking about IT and imagining all my different characters in various pairings. That's pretty much all I can do is write about IT, but the problem is, I get all flustered and distracted and can never stick with one scenario for long before I get bored of it and start another. So every time these moods roll around I start a lot but never finish it. And that'

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After Sunset

Friday, February 4 2005

I didn't take notes so I barely remember this by now, sorry. Before I had this dream I had gotten up to go to the bathroom, and as I went back into my room the cat slipped in past me and dashed under my bed. It took me perhaps five or seven minutes just to flush him out with a squirt bottle! Something had really scared him, and he tends to hide under furniture when that happens. My dad's bed and my bed are the "safest" furniture he knows and Dad's room was inaccessible to him so as soon as I o

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The Ties That Bind

Wednesday, July 28 2004

This dream contains some adult themes. This is rather sad...since this dream was quite vivid while I was having it, and immediately after jumping out of bed--literally--I remembered lots of details. I can usually remember dreams pretty well up to a few hours after having them, without taking notes...but for some reason this dream faded VERY quickly, so much so that a mere half hour or so later, when I wrote the details down, I had forgotten much of it! :( I can't think of why such a vivid dream

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Rape Reaction

Friday, June 11 2004

Again, I didn't take note of this dream, so it's very vague. There was much to the beginning, but my vague memory picks up with Ma and I being in something like a bar/restaurant; we seemed to be sitting at the bar, and there were big windows behind us, like at a diner or cafe. It was night and the windows overlooked a big parking lot, quite big for a bar; maybe it was shared with a nearby business. We were in an unfamiliar city and it was dark out but for the city lights, and I think it had rece

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Skin & Bones

Thursday, August 21 2003

Lately I've been doing some (admittedly slight) exercising in private; I feel ashamed exercising because I'm not good at it and don't have much stamina and hate how there aren't instant results. I've just been wishing lately that I weighed less and was more fit. I'm not morbidly obese, but I'm rather dumpy, especially in the stomach/hips/thighs/behind area. (I look as if I have a swayback, is how bad it is.) The past several days I've been looking at the muscles of my legs (I've been doing stepp

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Invasion Of Privacy

Thursday, July 24 2003

I'm not sure if this was all one dream or not. It was from my regular sleep. Yesterday in real life, I tried to go for a walk down the tracks but the mosquitoes were so thick I had to head back early. On my way back up the road a pickup truck drove past me and when I came over the hill I noticed it parked ahead at the corner. It stayed there the entire time I walked, and I had to pass right by it to cross the street to my house. Even after I went inside I noticed it still parked there; I believe

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I Don't Do This In Real Life, I Swear

Wednesday, May 21 2003

Now here is an awkward dream from my nap. It's not so much a dream as just a scene from one; I can't remember the context it went in, even. I REALLY, REALLY hate to describe this so I'll have to be as vague as I can...please remember I don't dream these things on purpose, and merely having such dreams upsets me greatly. Basically...there was some sort of animal--a big dog or a horse, I can't remember which--and I was...well, crouching on the ground(?) on all fours and offering myself to this thi

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Playing With Myself?!

Saturday, May 3 2003

This dream may have been part of or related to "The Big Picture." In this dream from a few nights ago--maybe it took place when I was away from the computer in "The Big Picture"?--I remember sitting on the floor in front of the TV, watching some program which escapes me now. Dad was sitting on the couch watching too; it seemed to be late evening. I was SHIRTLESS, and...I hate to say this...but I was kind of bouncing my right breast in my hand! o_o;; I was thinking of my "Ameni Chronicles" charac

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Is This Freudian Or Something?

Saturday, January 11 2003

I had a disturbing dream recently that I never described and now it's much faded. All I can remember is wandering around in the house in some kind of fantasy story, trying to escape bad guys or meet up with some good guys. At one point I think I was naked so I had to wrap something around myself, and Dad came to my door. I went to kiss him goodbye and instead of the cheek I accidentally kissed him on the mouth. That made me feel very uncomfortable. There was more to it but that's the part that b

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