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Thursday, May 18 2017 Views: 118

     I dream that I am in a college that I have not seen in real life. As I enter a building, there say they are hosting a baking contest to be done at Monday. I pick up the black pen and tap it against the paper as I ponder muttering: "I wonder if this can help my college application...naw." And then I decide not to go. I tell them that I don't know anything about baking anyways and will probably just mess up. (This does not directly contradict any of my cooking in dreams) After I walk away, I say hi to Jamie while waving and she waves back. As I walk on, my sister suddenly runs over with a crazy smile on her face and with my home phone. It seems that Abby has called me (unlike IRL, in which I usually call her). I am genuinely surprised and recieve the call. "Hey, how are you?" I ask. Abby's nice voice comes through the phone. "Hey, I'm fine..." and then I start smiling and she describes the purpose of her call.

Additional Comments:

It is entirely possible this is a physical representation of our last email conversation: abby: Hey Goodwin, I feel that I owe you an explanation for why I haven’t been responding to your calls. I feel like you’ve been hinting that you want us to be in a relationship, and although you’re a good friend, I am not interested in having a relationship of any sort at the moment. Firstly, I value our friendship and don’t want to mess that up, and also because I’m not at a spot in my life where I want a relationship yet. I’ve got too much going on as it is to date anyone. When you hint about relationships I feel awkward and don’t know what to do, so I stop talking. I really want to stay friends, and I hope I don’t come across as mean, because I don’t want to be. I just don’t want a relationship with you right now. I promise I’ll try to answer the phone more, just as long as we can talk about things other than dating/relationships. And I really do want to stay friends. me: hey man, it's okay. I know neither of us have any romantic feelings for each other so let's get that out of the way. I'm just naturally a flirty guy who jokes about silly "shippers" clearly expecting the impossible and the rebel friend Jamie with a completely different definition of bf/gf than the norm. I understand perfectly how you feel and I know the same--you're a great friend as well. Thanks for your time composing your email man, I know how tiring school can get. We can definitely speak on other topics than dating/relation if you're uncomfortable. ?? Good night!


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