Lucid Intent? No
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This dream was so confusingly awesome.I was laying down on my bed exactly the way I was moping when I fell asleep IRL but,I thought I was awake.
So in my dream I continued moping about my ex.I thought maybe I should try to go to sleep,to try and forget about my problems.So I got my laptop and put earphones on to try to listen to some tunes.(I actually did that IRL too before falling asleep)
I closed my eyes and suddenly felt strange.I knew that I had fallen asleep,it was dark and I could hear music playing.So I was like sweeeeet what do I do?
Is this even possible?.It's difficult to explain but I knew I was dreaming in my dream life but not IRL, if that makes sense.I changed the music on my laptop by asking "it".(went to Run home-Priestess)
I get to control what happens.The music stopped.I saw everything black no light, because my eyes wore closed.I told my dream that I wanted more music so I started seeing burst of lights with a beat.
A lot like on itunes visualizer,when ever there was a beat it changed colors and got small and big.I was so fucken excited like monkey with a banana.
Then I decided "let me make music",so this is where it gets cool.The music stopped it was dark again and quite.It felt like I was the orchestra composer.
I don't know how to explain this but with a "feeling" I told it what to play. So I made this really awesome house track that I wish I could of recorded.
My "feelings" making the music would make me rich I swear.I was fucken dancing without dancing,like with my "soul" .
I was enjoying the music that played with my light show,they got even more intense and trippy, I felt so high.After my mom woke me(in my dream not url).I told her to not wake me "I'm making music I control it".
I have no idea what I meant by "it" but what ever it was it made me happy.So I closed my eyes again.I fell asleep,this time I could kinda see through my eyes,weird.
I thought what else can I do?I started hearing my voice inside my head like an echo when I talked to myself.I was like change my voice and it changed to a guys voice when ever I spoke.
Then I said change it back but make it high pitch.So it did and and I was squeaky and singing.It felt so amazing to be in control.
Suddenly something woke me again and I was in my old home on my moms bed in my bedroom.I sat up straight and looked around,people kept coming in my room I started getting mad.
My mom was hosting a party.I just wanted to sleep again to see what else I could do.So I tried but these little kids wouldn't let me sleep.I was like take this stupid toy and get out of my room!
I closed my eyes again and fell asleep.Then I realized I was dreaming but was able to control my dreams only because I knew I was dreaming about being lucid.
Now fully aware of my dream of a lucid dream I wanted to fly.As soon as I realized this my dream got really scary and creepy.I started hearing this voice surrounding me.
At this point I was fully aware my body was asleep while my mind fully alert.I couldn't wake up!
The voice spoke to me sweetly,a woman.She said some things I can't remember but it really made me get chills because eI had a feeling she had made herself into my dream,like an outside force.
I forgot that Iwas dreaming at this point.So the voice got louder and her voice got demonic.I half crapped my pants when it turned evil sounding.
She told me something in a rhyme,like a curse or something.I felt like it surrounding my soul.All I remember is she said
"Time,something something,fire something ring"
"down,something bell something i have come... something and drag you to hell!"(at this point that bitch was screaming at me with this demonic voice ).
When she said this I remembered all the stories I read about demons.I got so spooked it woke me instantly but not IRL in my dream(or at least I think it was.It felt more like I was in the spirit world.It was to real to to tell if I was asleep or not).
I was paralyzed I couldn't move I was panicking because something was off.I started pushing really hard for my right arm to start moving and it did slowly till I was free,then I fainted.
I woke up tripping out not knowing if that last paralyzed thing was me still dreaming or me awake and fainting.It was so real I will never know. It's something very strange to have real life and dreams overlap each other and very scary but it tends to happen a lot to me.
i wish i could rememeber more of this dream it was pretty awesome.other then the whole demon part at the end.im not sure if i can even consider this a lucid dream but i knew i was dreaming of a lucid dream in my dream but not IRL if thats possible. so i was able to control what i did for the longest time.