Lisa's Dreamjournal entry (08-18-06) (TEST OF THE INITIATE)

Date of dream: Monday, September 25, 2006

Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:
Lucid Intent? No    

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Lisa and I have an unusual relationship.... She is getting a series of messages in her dreams and waking life (for me) concerning the work I am doing (and will be doing) This is why I refer to her as the messenger... Much of this directly concerns her, since she is activly involved in all of this, and much of it is DIRECT INSTRUCTIONS TO ME HOW TO PROCEED...... Since I play the active role in shaping things and bringing certain projects/activities into being, There is a possibility that this is why these messages are being sent...to keep me on course. I am assured by these dreams of hers that I "have already succedded" Since shamanic dreaming allows one to enter and leave time/space I can only presume that someone from the future (possibly me) is sending these correspondences... This is a part of my effort to document these occurences, I show up frequently in her dreams...Lisa has been dreaming about me since 1997. We only met recently

(in late 2005 /early 2006). She did not reveal the dream encounters to me until much later...I myself have only had a handful of dreams which I have consciously met her in dreamstate... (at this point in time appx 5/2007)

At this time (5/07) I presume that these dream messages originate from my future self or a higer self/sources...

for more dreams from the messenger (see "the messenger" for details on our relationship)

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Lisas dream journal entry (Exact quotes) (08-18-06)

 

Dreamt that I was back on Shady Island. My dad was there , and we were walking down to the water, when he stopped and told me to wait by this tree. I waited for what seemed like forever, and it started to get dark. I was afraid that he wasn't going to come back for me, and I was thinking about leaving because I didn't think I could find my way out of the woods in the dark, when a woman wearing a white gown approached me and asked me to follow her. I told her that I was waiting for my dad, but she said that he wast waiting for me by the water. So I followed her. When I got to the water, it was absoloutly still, like glass, and I remarked at how incredible it seemed. But when I turned the lady had vanished, and my dad was sitting down on the sand, motioning for me to join him. I climbed down the bank, and walked over to him. He didn't say anything, he just pointed to the water. I looked, and I could see myself in a (future?) scene. I was in a dark room, kneeling on the floor with my hands tied behind my back. I wasn't at all scared, and I had the feeling like it was some kind of initiation. Then the dream changed, and I was dancing in front of a fire, with strange symbols painted on my body. I was in some kind of trance, because I kept seeing images of stuff flashing in front of me. Then the images stopped, and two masked figures approached me. One was white and shiny, and the other was black with stars all over. A woman asked me whom I would choose, but before I could answer, they started talking. The white one said that if I chose life, I will surely die because all life must end to progress. Then the black one spoke and told me that if I chose death, I would surely die, because none can ever face the shadow and live in the same form again. I got really frustrated and scared at that point, because it felt like no matter what I chose, I was going to die. So, I turned to my dad and asked for his help, but he smiled and told me that I already knew what to do. Then I felt this amazing feeling of warmth and love and trust in the universe, so I rushed at death and dove at him, with my arms wide open, and I felt two blades pierce my body, one in my heart and the other in my abdomen. The pain was unbelievable, and for a split second, I thought I might have made a mistake, but then he backed away, and as soom as he took the blades out, the pain was gone. He looked at me and told me that now I was fully open and that I had chosen well. I asked if I was dead, and he laughed and said no, that it wasn't my time, and that it had been a test, nothing more. He said that I still have work in life to do, and that I should remember what it is to sacrifice, because I would face the challenge of one soon. Then I woke up.

 

Additional Comments:

Rites of passage...(this was her test)...two masked figures approached me. One was white and shiny, and the other was black with stars all over. A woman asked me whom I would choose, but before I could answer, they started talking. The white one said that if I chose life, I will surely die because all life must end to progress. Then the black one spoke and told me that if I chose death, I would surely die, because none can ever face the shadow and live in the same form again. I got really frustrated and scared at that point, because it felt like no matter what I chose, I was going to die. So, I turned to my dad and asked for his help, but he smiled and told me that I already knew what to do. Then I felt this amazing feeling of warmth and love and trust in the universe, so I rushed at death and dove at him, with my arms wide open, and I felt two blades pierce my body, one in my heart and the other in my abdomen. The pain was unbelievable, and for a split second, I thought I might have made a mistake, but then he backed away, and as soom as he took the blades out, the pain was gone. He looked at me and told me that now I was fully open and that I had chosen well. I asked if I was dead, and he laughed and said no, that it wasn't my time, and that it had been a test, nothing more. He said that I still have work in life to do, and that I should remember what it is to sacrifice, because I would face the challenge of one soon.

  • Themes
  • Action
  • Authority
  • Mystical
  • Spiritual
  • Success
  • Transition
  • Settings
  • School