A Long Cry for Forgiveness

Date of dream: Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? No    

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I thought I should type this down before I forget about it. It's on a clear sunny day, where I'm in inside the house playing with a couple of my other friends, pretending to be Navy SEALS and move out around without being caught. I was slowly crouching around the house trying my best not to get caught. I walk in to a bathroom and waited there for a little bit. After a while, I saw a man walking up towards the bathroom door. Right before he opened the door, I quickly grabbed on the knob and pushed it towards him. I knocked on the door to make sure someone was in there. He understood, so he laid back on a chair behind him until I got out. Anyways, this was only one part of the story. A few minutes later, I was back inside a my house. It was dark inside. The lights were turned off. A candle was placed on the table in the living room I was in. As I was standing there, I thought about someone. Someone I tried to gain back forgiveness from. Yes, it was Quynh again. Even after my relationship with her is supposed to be over. I thought about her and the more I did, the more I felt in pain. The more I imagined her face, the more I began to tear my brain out in trying to find something to help me move on. I remember seeing images, scenes, of her walking with another guy. The more I saw her with this guy, the more my heart began to cry. As I saw these images, I was thinking of how hard it will be because she was beautiful. There was no one in the house when I was in it at the time. I was alone, but felt there were others with me. As I was walking around this house, I was whispering a few lyrics of a song. It was Space Bound by Eminem. Each item I said a word, the more about her not being able to forgive me. I didn't know how to get over it. I walked over to the couch in the living room and sat down right right next to my mother. But there was something strange. That was not my mother. It was Quynh. I wasn't sure at first but once I began asking my mom(which I remember it to be Quynh), I was trying to ask why she wasn't able to forgive me. I felt tortured everytime she'd tell me no. But my fear for the unknown came back. There was something in this house. Some terror. I walked near the couch laid right next to the other couch I was sitting on and sat there staring at the whole living room in front of me. I waited to see if something would happen or appear, but after a few seconds, I saw shaking. At this point, I was trying to gain my lucidity and maintain control. "I am in a dream", I thought. The more I thought about it, the more the screen of this dream started shaking. I eventually woke up after everything being so shaky.

  • Themes
  • Action
  • Dramatic
  • Relationships
  • Violence
  • Settings
  • Familiar
  • Home
  • Indoors
  • Outdoors
  • Town/ City
  • Characters
  • Mother
  • Friend
  • Stranger
  • Familiar
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Helpless
  • Lonely
  • Sadness
  • Activities
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Movement
  • Fighting
  • Keywords
    scared
    forgiveness
    love
    dread
    fear
    unknown

    Living in Fear

    Date of dream: Tuesday, February 14, 2012

    Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

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    I was living in fear. I was living in a house in the middle of a violent neighborhood. It was never safe to walk down the streets. Sometimes, people would get mugged or assaulted if you ever walked through it. Attacks would come as a surprise from people I have never seen. These dreams kept on haunting me in my dreams. I wasn't allowed to walked down my street without having any of my family members nearby. I was waiting in a car to have one of my sisters take me to the hospital for some special event. It was getting dark. As I was waiting, I was thinking about how much protection I had still living with my parents. They always tried to keep me safe from dangerous happenings. I felt like a baby waiting for his mother to serve food to him. It's a bad feeling. The scenario changed now. I was now walking with my sister to the hospital. Because it was almost getting dark, we had to keep a good eye out on who might be willing to attack us from corners. We walked for a while. As soon as we reached a whole new place, I saw the hospital. I also saw big parking lot space to our left and right. I saw people on the other side of the parking. I stared at them for a little while to see if they looked suspiscious. I continued walked towards the hospital. As soon as me and my sister came to a stop sign, my sister was gone. The person following me was now a stranger! I ignored this fact and contnued walking towards the hospital across the street. I walked inside and everything became so safer. I was still scared that someone might come from behind but, at least there were other people watching. It was a little dark in this hospital. But the feeling felt so much comfortable. I walked in to a room and when I entered, there was a party going on. There people, game machines, and music. There were also party lights. i walked towards a game machine. I was playing the game for a little while. When I finally finished it, I saw a kid walking up towards me and started asking me questions. And for some reason, I started rapping 3 AM by Eminem. The boy just stared at me as I was singing the lyrics. I read most of the lyrics but, something happened. The dream started to fade away. I didn't want to leave yet. I was quickly looking for a way to stay in the dream. I stared at boys' face in front of me and stared at it very closely. The dream was extending its time but after a while of trying, I woke up.

  • Themes
  • Violence
  • Settings
  • Indoors
  • Outdoors
  • School
  • Town/ City
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Sister
  • Emotions
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Lonely
  • Activities
  • Visual
  • Movement
  • Keywords
    fear
    scary
    violence
    dangerous
    loneliness
    dread

    Baby, Please Come Back!

    Date of dream: Wednesday, February 08, 2012

    Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

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    There she was again. Quynh, sitting in front of table three desks in front of me. I was in a classroom with the rest of some other students. Some were strangers and some were friends. Though, I can not remember the ones whom were friends. It was dark out and so was the class. But even though it was dark, I was still able to see the faces of students clearly. The classroom looked unfamiliar as well. There were students in every spot of the classroom! This was the last day we would be able to see each other again. I was depressed. Quynh was still mad at me and didn't even want to turn around and look at me. I didn't know what to do with her. I wanted to talk to her but I didn't want to annoy her. Sometimes, I'd spend some time turning my head just a little over to her hoping she was staring at me for just one second. She was wearing a pink jacket under another coat. I spent the entire class period just hoping she would forgive me. Some of the kids in class got along with some other students. But at one point of this dream, a boy walked up to Quynh and talked to her. I got jealous and wondered what they were talking about. I didn't do anything about it though. I was in this class for the whole dream.

  • Themes
  • Relationships
  • Settings
  • Indoors
  • School
  • Characters
  • Friend
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Sadness
  • Activities
  • Thinking
  • Movement
  • Keywords
    love
    friends
    school
    unfamiliar
    unknown
    no
    teachers