This dream has been viewed 684 times.I recall there was a huge house with a garden and a large living space. There was a very sophisticated party going on there and although I was invited I didn't feel exactly welcome because it felt as though everyone (the women) were so glamourous and I was so ordinary, just not very beautiful.. and they were so worldly about things..ect.
I didn't know who's house it was, but the people there seemed very familar to me. I think even Laurel was there, but I'm not certain. Just a lot of people who I felt I knew but felt like they were so much more than I was, like I didn't really deserve to be there but I was by some odd chance.
I decided to explore the grounds of the area around the house and finally I climbed up to the second floor where it was peaceful, and anyone could have gone there but no one went because they were more concerned about what was going on down stairs, down in the party although it was a quiet one. I walk around just looking around and I opened a door and there was Pete Shelley, and he was sitting up in bed watching television (I don't think I would have pictured him doing that at all!) and he was sitting there in an obviously "half-empty bed" with a remote control, and asks me to come in.
I was in this room and I just stand there talking to him although I feel this huge urge to just go and lay down there beside him and just go to sleep..I just stand there talking with him because I do not want to cross the boundries... and one thing a friend of mine said stuck in my head, a mutual friend to Pete and I. "Never Sleep With Friends"..
So even though I didn't feel like doing anything other than sleep in that bed, I avoided doing what I wanted to do because of what he said and just continued talking..
Additional Comments:some of the things that happened at the party in the dream reminded me about the times when people who were younger than I by several years didn't know how old I was and treated me like someone younger with phrases "when you are my age, you will see" and that kind of thing.. only to find out later I was 7 years older than they were.
It was that kind of feeling at work here.