Ashtolight's Dream Journal

Bathroom -   I feel like I do have repeated/reoccuring awkward public bathroom dreams. This one was so awkward that it became scary. I find a womens bathroom, and very quickly with a snap of a finger I'm right in front of toilets just staring at them. I start to notice that this bathroom wasn't going to feel very comfortable, and I was thinking... "how the hell am I going to dump my insides, in one of these toilets?" I was afraid. SO. These toile

Ted Bundy at library -   The first thing I see is a man sitting at the library. It looked like he was sitting in the middle of the library behind large stacks of shelves. The library wasn't so big. I feel like (I, AM) whoever a character may be that I'm describing, but I'm not 100%. It's like a strange dream transformation. I can feel what they feel see what they see, and do what they do That is what is happening with this ted bundy charac

Snowy forgot keys   Wow. I saw snow in this dream. I'm pretty sure I saw the actor Aaron Paul (breaking bad) too. It wasn't clear what my relationship with him was. It didn't feel romantic but he was probably my sibling, or I was just living with him. The dream might have been longer but it felt like nothing much happened. There's a house and for some reason I left the house while it was snowing. The snow outside was already deep and set it wasn't actively sno

Short memories of past dreams. From August. Retreiving my car -   Location is my childhood neighborhood. I don't know what I was up too 100% but I think I was walking back home. Later while being in the house I'm not sure if I was notified by someone or just realized it on my own- that I left my car at a neighbors house. Regardless I go out the door and make my way to "my friends" house. When I made it to her house I got this omnious feeling about the friend, like

Army scenes -   There were so many things related to the army that appeared. I was the one that was in the Army, but I was mostly home until I had to go off and leave. I see myself wearing a uniform. No jacket but I had camoflauged attire that the Army has. I just wore a camoflauged pants and a very olive colored shirt, black belt, and boots. I'm mostly on home property like the backyard. All throughout the dream feel quite anxious, worried that I'm in the Army and that I

Vehicle transformation - This one is about escapism. Much is fuzzy I think I'm in a building and it's night time. I'm plopped somewhere besides the USA. I'm thinking I was in India or somewhere in Egypt, it's not impovershied it just felt nice and kinda foreign. Again fuzzy but I think I'm with a little girl and her and I are the ones that are trying to escape. In the dream I think I'm inhabiting a man's body. Meaning the dream functions through the e

Something in the house -   I woke up shaken up by this dream. The dream starts in my childhood home, there are some differences to the house like more rooms or unfamiliar interior changes. So in this house, there's a dangerous creature looming in the walls and other places of the house. I never get a good look at the creature but I do think it was black and it looked blurry and ghost like, and moved with great speed. It attacked a man at some point and it did that by taking a

Bodily change -   I see a real life dancer in this dream and I always thought she was a fantastic dancer. She's a real contortionist from the Cirque du Soleil. It appears she's on a TV show and I watch her on there. While dreaming one moment I saw her doing cool crazy extreme contortionist moves and then next she was on TV or some kind of media. She was sitting with another person. When I saw her I was SHOCKED. On the TV she was super fat and she looked like a man (I was

Groups + wanting poster @dream few days ago/July 2023.   I'm happy to see person Z in this dream again. He's in his 20s compared to him being in his 50s nowadays. I felt like he didn't notice me much in the dream but not in a mean dismissive way. He hung with other people/groups. I see him out and about in some town/streets. A few times I see the back of his head because he was right next to me but he was watching other people. Lastly there was a poster issue going on.

Unhinged father-  My real father was in this dream. How he acted in this dream is almost no different than how his behavior has been in real life = abuse. I find him in a garage type setting. I asked/confronted him about something and he blows up. Couldn't make out his words, and I look at him like he's on mute mode. I was really triggered by his behavior and boy was he threatening. Afterwards he leaves, I look around the garage and I see tools. The rest of this dream is me havin